Moody me…
January 11, 2009
Even after all these years I am still amazed at how fast my mood can change. I know I was diganosed as a Rapid Cycler.. but damn..one minute I am anxious and depressed..not wanting to leave the apartment. Then the next minute I am out the door and talking a mile a minute and can’t stop smiling.
I was practically giddy. I kept getting these waves of excitement that kept flowing through my body..making me feel like I had something to look forward to. Like I had something really great waiting for me at home. Which of course, I didn’t. Nothing had changed.
I got home and remained perky for about 10-15 minutes.. and then I was back to normal. Or what is considered normal for me.
Now I just feel calm. I feel ok. I am going to read some fanfiction and then go to bed. No big deal. No great excitement here. It’s just same old..same old.
